I don’t know what I am doing. I know it’s a new girl, but really what does our life path even have the possibility of holding? She talked about how much she loves kids and would be a great parent and sees herself with a kid, but now since sex, she won’t even hang out with us. He would have no clue that we were dating, and the rule, which I actually know because I AM a parent, is that you don’t wake up together unless cohabitation is probable. I don’t think it is in this case with us ever, but I will take time to see.
Here is why I don’t. I’m working full-time and parenting full-time. She cooked for me last night, which I thanked her profusely for doing and it was good, and when she came back to my house after 10:00 pm having played some rec sports, she was mad because the ref made only calls against them and they lost, so I had to hear about that for 10-mins. Really that is souring your mood that much? She never thought that my day entailed leaving for work, working all day, going to two grocery stores, cooking dinner for my son and his Dad who is graciously watching our son for the next three weeks, working out and then watching her cook (While I opened a beer for her. She has probably had over a case that I have bought this last month.), and then we had sex. When she left to play rec sports, I walked my dog. When I came home, I was spent. I didn’t even want her to come back, but she had left shoes here. I listened to her bitch about the ref, I got her stuff to clean her scrapes, but I didn’t drink beers and hang out all day so unlike her, I was falling asleep.
My day is different. Our days will always be different because she works part-time. As trivial as it may sound, what you do for a living does affect the way in which you have to organize and live your life. It’s not just her looks that are polar opposite of my ex, it is also her lifestyle, which is a solely free and easy one. This is the first time that she made a meal for me and I have made her about 7. She said that I took advantage of her. I don’t get that. Does not add up and seems odd after a few rolls and undefined dating. I was tired, have been working after my vacation, and I always spend time with her. Very odd.