I don’t want to keep sleeping with this girl. We need to go back to a friendship. To tell me that because I fell asleep having already spent three-hours with her when I am back at work and juggling everything that I took advantage of her is much too odd and more work than I need to do with dating. Waaaaay too much drama for a slow, organic development. It’s too relationship-oriented for me too. If she had more mature kinda characteristics–meaning that I could see her as a partner–I’d probably forge forth. But, I don’t want to and I really miss those good times with my ex. I don’t engage with her, and I won’t, but life does suck without her and I’m not going to lie.
Gotta talk to this current girl and do the “redefine as friends” convo thing. I will, and this time actually mean it and intend to be a good friend to her. I’ve told her over and over what a good egg she is, and it’s true, but she is not who I seek. Right now, I really just need to connect with friends and mend this fucked-up heart.
Ah . . . that is tough. Going back to just being friends. Good luck!
After some space, as she really took two weeks seriously. Gonna breathe a bit and then hang out when it makes sense. Too much work and emotional turmoil that one.