It’s really golden to not get contact, and I know that because I said that she should come to me if she wants to see me, she won’t. Want to know why? I think that I do. Because if she can’t control the parameters and things are not as she is used to, which is coming to her when you need something from her, she doesn’t feel comfortable or does she want it.
Now, there isn’t any intrusiveness. I do my thing and she makes no contact. It’s today that I realize that she won’t either. She will contact me again in the fall. When those colors abound and she remembers her son crawling through the leaves, mine throwing them with sticks and dirt, and us sharing that moment where we loved each other very truly and very deeply and looked at each other in another silent moment. However, that one was different than the emotion that is yielded by silence now.
I love this song. It is exactly what I’m thinking as of late as I can’t move much due to injury and am both contemplative and full of dreams for my future with the right woman. I want to just be with a girl, and not overthink, and I definitely want a woman who takes what I say at face value and doesn’t dissect my words. I have integrity and I embrace truth. Looking back on my last five years, I have not settled, and I won’t. There is a girl who is smart, sexy, fit, funny, and is ready to love me and my son.