So, I had “coffee” with her yesterday… Because I get up before 7 everyday and at 5 August – May, I don’t actually take in caffeine often after 10, so I accidentally got there super early because I cannot tell well what the time riding will be when I use my new bike, which is very fast, and then I ate a bagel and drank water and waited. After she got there, she asked if I wanted anything, got herself some tea, and sat down. We didn’t talk about business. I think that she was cognizant of that toward the end of our 1.5 long meeting and she quickly began paging through her binder and highlighting what they did. Hmm… She also said, “It’s obvious that you workout,” and didn’t tell me that she had a girlfriend until she was leaving.
Her eyes are gorgeous. What a beautiful shade of green! She also has the straightest, whitest teeth and wonderfully contagious smile. I have to admit that her full lips are nice to watch when she talks. I have to be honest, I was very glad that she has a girl. I’m so fucked up about my ex, who I haven’t seen in a long time, and probably it will be two months before I do see her (meaning since the last time that I saw her). We can explore what we are meant to, but I would be smoking pissed if my girlfriend had an hour and and a half long coffee with some girl who she had obvious good chemistry with and she made a reference to her body. Let’s recall that she also looked at my boobs when we met at the beginning of May. Good ego boost.
I need to disclose that I have spent 14-years of my life with Pisces. I also had a coming out affair with a green eyed professional with the most beautiful mouth in the world (2nd Pisces). This girl who I am getting to know is NOT a healthy clone of the drunk (also a Pisces.), it’s just the hair color and the soft butch presentation. The drunk was like my ex. She was full of shit most of the time and had a sales presentation. I used to have that, and can affect it when I need to, but the drunk uses her presentation to to control conversation and people in certain respects. This girl is soft and warm. She is funny too and open and honest. I felt funny that she knew very little about me, so I told her about my ex in the street when she was leaving. I liked the way that she used my name when she left. I tend to overwhelm Cancers, but I think that I wouldn’t with her and hope that we can hang out socially soon. We are not business colleagues.
Nobility is going to be my approach. I am curious when her girl moves for work what shape that will take for her. I told her my experiences with six-states away, but her girl really does want to settle here. We shall see how they navigate distance. We shall also see what it feels like if she and I hang out solo when her girl moves. I will have to exit after a few hours every night if we are going to meet one on one. I will also have to honestly deal with my attraction–which as I have dated long enough to know is fed mutually–if it grows. I don’t know. I just know that coffee was interesting.