I feel really good. I think that although I did coerce her into coming over last night that I was good to her. She was sore given her camping trip and fast-paced lifestyle that she has. Also, she had not slept in four-days. I should have taken melatonin, so I could have slept more soundly after I gave her a deep massage. Next time… Saturday that is. I felt bad that we woke up a lot because I am–let’s face it–stoked to have a naked woman wake up next to me what will be three times this week. That is so rare for me, and is honestly what I’m looking for longterm. As is someone to make breakfast for everyday. That was nice too.
I told her that my lifestyle may not work for her because this will be my busiest 10-months, but if she just wants to see what may develop given that I love hanging out with her and enjoy our sex life, then we can just see what it’s like when we spend more time together and settle into the fall. We really had some good chemistry there and it is sooooo good to be back in the saddle again. With my ex, things that were that satisfying became few and far between, so it’s also gratifying.
I’m just going to take this situation day-by-day. She has housemates who are like family to her, and she frankly does not want to disrupt that much, so it may be that she is not really in the boat for a partner. I’d be fine with us just having sex and seeing each other when we could and then becoming friends after I’m done with this busy, busy year. What will be, will be and I feel so much better than I did and am grateful to not be pining for last fall with my ex.