I had dinner with my new friends last night–I met the first girl through one of my best friends who is currently living in CA. It was excellent. I’m so entrenched in making all kinds of Italian and Asian dishes that I forget about simple foods. She combined mushrooms, seeded tomatoes, and then coarse chopped green beans, carrots, and kale. Finally, she added beef at the end and made it in a large stock pot. My father always used to boil and make polenta, but she buys the tubes and fries the discs in olive oil. It was very good, and luckily, she also had a big favorite of mine and that was sweet potatoes. I brought a red blend that originates from the area of Italy that my grandmother is from, and, of course, my salad. Her girlfriend kept complimenting the salad and also polished it off 🙂 YUM
It was another easy night. Their love story was that they met on Craigslist, but they had seen each other on other dating sites, and were intrigued, the only one my new friend had ever responded to was her, and she said that she had always been seeking a healthy relationship. She had been in a 5.5-year one in another state, but wanted out of it for a long time. I told her that because I had that very long str8 marriage, and was with him for a total of 11-years, I won’t settle now and tend to end things after I have given what I know from my experience is every last try. She told me that is a good thing to do, because relationships shouldn’t really be that hard.
I tend to agree with her. Life is the thing that is wrought with twists, turns, adversity, and difficult circumstances, but your real partner should just meet that with you and own her emotions. She should not have to tear you up and rage around you more than she just wants to be held.
We laughed really hard. We played a progressive card game. Her mother and bf were in NM, so they were excited that I brought our dog. My friends were house and dog sitting for my new friend’s mother. The dogs actually played for nearly 4.5-hours. Mine is happily sleeping right now after breakfast because she got that, my attention off and on yesterday, many trips out to the backyard, and a long walk in the University district last night. I actually didn’t want to go last night, but I’m getting so damn old to stay out past midnight. Some of it is just that my work requires early mornings as does my son, so my internal clock has altered. However, I didn’t want to leave and just kept noting the ease.
That’s what I’m seeking–ease. Peter Pan thought that she was easy, but what she really was is selfishly spontaneous. She doesn’t plan anything, and just lets winds blow her where they will and because she is a pleasant person most of the time, she can just show up and usually get some good convo or sex. However, although I’m seeking ease, I’m also seeking a grown-up. I was married to a child and have dated two children as well. I like fun and someone less serious than I, but I do want an adult with grown-up values.