I like Astrology. I don’t have much use for anything past an ascendent, but I think Sun, Moon, and Ascendent are cool, and of course, I do think about Venus placement right now too, but I don’t think much of the other planets in daily stuff. Anyway, in the summer time when my ex was planning her coup (Meaning that she was ready to sleep with me after a three month hiatus.) she said that her soul number was 9 and that mine was probably 9 too based on Astrology and bday and stuff. It’s not. It’s 4. Apparently, you get along best with your soul number when it’s the same or if you’re even, being with another even number.
I had some weird stuff transpire on Tuesday and a friend of mine gave me some immediate feedback. In the end, she had seen a sign off of a road with the word, “Fair” on it, and the first date of the fair was her Mom’s bday, and the second date of the fair was the day that she was in surgery to save her Mom’s life. (Her mother did not live.) Later she sent me a HeyTell at 4:44 having no idea that 4 is my number and said that she was thinking of that sign “Fair” and that she was between two cars. One was 444 in the number section, which her Mom always said is an angelic number, and the one behind her was 999. So, I don’t think that it is time to do the “friends” card with my ex. Some day, maybe, but right now I just don’t want any of her energy and definitely not her non-emotional, rational, and combative self that she is championing at this point in time. She is on her own path.
So, I had an incredible day yesterday. I had to confront a colleague about her insensitivity and general lack of professionalism. I had to give a parent a good news, bad news scenario about her 11-year-old in terms of ability and possible diagnosis. My client who really needs to (by her own admission) stay consistent with her counseling just skipped session without so much as a text. And, I ran a 5K on the treadmill. My heart rate average was 160 as well. I also was able to talk to my workout partner for the duration, so I have built up some endurance. I would like to run outside on Sunday, so I’m going to with her. I have not ever done pavement–well, not since 6th grade. Our family 5K is next Sunday. Our dog is so crazy that I’ll have to get in a zen place with her darting and beg the nature Gods not to put a rabbit in our path.
It sure is rare to be a licensed psychologist in the area where I work. I’ll probably have to leave, which is just part of my journey. It’s inconvenient, and will involve probably my getting on the road thirty minutes earlier than I do now, which will be challenging for my son, but I think that it’s time for me to move on to a place where I can get settled. I also have to complete this doc, so it’s the last step. I will need to stay put though, if they complete my training. That sounds like I’m becoming a Jedi… I wonder what Yoda’s soul number was?