Such an incredible video. I love these lyrics too.
Today, it is way less about ending a bad relationship for me. This post is more derivative of the cuts, bruises, swelling, and lacerations that are all over my body after my crazy race challenge yesterday. Here is to being able to walk around Pride!
I know that I will just be meeting girls this summer and hanging out. I get how to do that and how it’s different than 1) taking a girl home from a bar, or 2) emailing someone so different than any woman than you’ve been exposed to previously, and getting caught up in the elixir of passion. I can do that.
However, I don’t know what to do about work. I need to talk with the state regulatory board today and see what supervisors would have to fill-out when they sign off on my work. I think that I would like to talk to the professor who has been mentoring me. I talked with a licensed clinical social worker on Saturday and she told me that licensing boards are actually more interested that your supervisors actually work where they supervise you so that they understand the system. She said that it’s less about the hours that they work and more about if they have adequate knowledge of the system. I still think that I’m gambling though. I can’t really do that.
Part of me wants to stay so I can more accurately control the gathering of my data. That has to take place in August, which is both scary and sad. I do have a phone appointment with the boss of this department on Wednesday so I can talk to her.
Again, I need to speak with the manager of our dual diagnosis program too, because I need some more experience that is purely clinical. I think that given that I’m 2/3 done with practicum that I get community mental health, but I would like to see a different day treatment. I am familiar with this setting given that I tested for it 2004 – 2007 and worked in one up until I moved most recently (2010). However, I think that ours, given that it contracts with a large mental health corporation, is run differently than ones that don’t have that component. I need to talk to him this week too.
I don’t know how I feel about the new setting. When I screened, it seemed like the boss was just neutral. I think that many administrators are that way. Then it’s getting used to a brand new set of rules and two new buildings. That is a lot to deal with, but I certainly have done it before. It’s been since 2009 that I really thought seriously about moving, and then did at the very beginning of 2010.
Ever notice when stuff happens to you, others in your sphere experience the same sitch too?
I love this song, and I think that it’s odd that on my bad days this is how I feel about my ex, and this is how my ex who moved (Shane) always feels about me… Life is pretty synchronistic and cannot be dismissed as coincidence.
Happy Easter if you believe. And if you don’t, good luck with reconciling lost love and starting anew. I feel spring viscerally this year.