Monday pretty much sucked. I also had a potassium fall and my left bicep was twitching all to hell. I just have determined that no one should be electrocuted. Very glad that I finished the event on Saturday night, but won’t do it again. I like our little local 5-mile adventure race, and now that I know what to expect, I want to get a good time on that one next year. No electric shocks and not running up blacks (ski hill) = more manageable.
Tuesday I actually even got a little work done. Had some need to text Bette because I finished that race well. So, now I’m going to have to write two more reports and then go to the art supply store for work tonight. Wish that I would have slept more, but not really complaining.
I’m in my 4th month of continuing not to date. I have been completely celibate for six-months as of Saturday when I did the race challenge. I think that NOT dating takes up less energy and when you have a little flirtation mixed with possibility for fun hang outs. It yields that you don’t have very much expectation. I took a walk with my cycling partner yesterday, and I told her that I have no idea what Scrubs and I are doing. I also reiterated to her that she needs to find out what she’s doing with her ex before I would even consider kissing her. I am teaching her how to complete my Day A weights on Thursday. I look forward to hugging her.
Lez Children must be avoided. Pride Sunday was really strange and I told my workout partner that I felt like I was in a throwback to five-years ago when I was newly out. I just don’t do well drinking all day, and it frankly reminds me of my relationship with Shane as well. Not enough goals and things that make you happy, imho, if you prefer to pound alcohol the ENTIRE day.
I haven’t had a summit yet. I would like to get one of those one. I think that I want to plan a climb on July 3rd. I’m not even sure which one yet. I’ve only done eleven and think that if I can fine jumping off platforms, I can increase exposure.
I have only Bette to thank for this level of fitness, so I did so. Then she said that she wanted to send me pictures of her race, and I said no thanks. She sent me some school stuff from her son. I do miss him. He is a cool kid.
Pre-screening is the only thing that I will do while I am NOT dating. I don’t want to get involved with a woman in anyway that’s physical unless I really know her. Then you can ignore things under the pretense of “getting to know you,” because you are already getting o’s and all the dopamine. No more of that for me. It may mean that I’m single for a year or two, and that is just fine by me. I don’t want to gamble or be an ex collector.